Break my heart for what breaks yours.

They say behind every successful man, theres a woman. True enough. You are a successful man, and my mum's the greatest woman on earth. We may seem like the most perfect and wonderful family infront of all your friends & clients, but thats just the surface of everything. What they dont know are the neverending and countless of problems that we have and are facing right now. It may seem like we've got everything, but what we truly lack is love.....

I believe that everything happens for a reason. Maybe God planned that phone call. Maybe its meant for my mum to hear. Maybe its a sign for us to start doing something, make changes and have a new beginning. A new beginning without you. Maybe mum & dad shouldnt have gotten back together after their first seperation.

What have we done to you? Why are you treating us this way? Why does everything have to be this way? Sometimes I feel so angry with my brother. Feel so angry for him leaving us. Sometimes I even feel like as though I hate him. If he didnt left us, my parents wouldnt be this way.

I didnt felt like kissing you today. I didnt wanted to hold your hand. I didnt even wanted to look at your face.

Im shattered. Im torn. Im ripped. Im hurt.

Daddy, I love you. Do you love me? My god damn heart is breaking.

Tick tock Imma fight till we see the sunlight

Its been long & I've been crazily occupied with never ending plans with all the loved ones. Meeting up with ex-poly bestie Kaylyn, yacht party for the Rip Jaw crew at One Degree, swimming with Nat after school, badminton with the class, lunch with Aunt Agnes & Charmaine, shopping trips with mummy & sis, Zirca with the kids, Butter with Sop Syam Dit Kenneth etc etc I cant remember! Been bumping into lotsa people as well... Joykuan, Jo Ong, Elle, Elize.. yknow my memory's obviously failing on me!

Dim Sum + shopping + coffee with Kay. Just a few.. there are more but I look ultra fugly.








Itchy fingers successfully tempted me into buying those shades... totally unneccessary I have similar ones with the same print just in a diff shape! Grr...

GET YER FASH ON @ Butter! 10 guestlists hohoho Tom Piper was fantasticcc!


Lovin' zee blue embellished velvet toga! WHOOP WHOOP!


Drinks by the river







More of these nights to come :D

Hanging out at Sop's place...











I luvvv hello kitty!

Anw as I have mentioned above, I met Aunt Agnes & Charmaine 2 days back together with my mum. Its amazing to see how much Char have grown! From the little baby which I used to play with to the beautiful princess that she is now :) She has definitely changed alot but I love her all the same :) And when I hugged Aunt Agnes and gave her a peck on the cheek when I had to leave, I felt a little emotional. She is an incredible woman who has always been really nice towards both my mum & I! Anticipating for the next time that I'll get to see her again!

PS/ Cant stop listening to Right Hand Hi by Kid Sister. DOWNLOAD!!!!

This world is muthafucking ugly.

Fight for this love

01 Thurs/Fri - Sim Lim square with chinny chin! I want the hello kitty phone so badly! Its in the shape of the kitty's face! Sssooo cute. But the cam is like 0.3megapix & its touch screen, I hate touch screen. Only 150buckeroos!!! :O Its brandless & made in china, that explains why!



02 Samsung ST45 or Exlim 90? 45 in blue is sooooo sexy, and I wanna give Samsung a try! Had an exlim for 4 years & I love the shutter speed, its good and trusty but I wanna try others! I think Sony sucks, my sister has a cybershot and both of us hates using it. Dad has agreed to get me a cam next month! Samsung Y/N??



03 Shopping with my mum at ion on saturday. 4 pairs of heels + 1 top + 1 belt + 2 necklaces + 1 bracelet. Im not materialistic, dont judge me. Which girl doesnt like shopping?? I luv my shoes!!!!!!!!!!! But it seriously feels like Im walking on cardboard :S


04 Zirca on sat night! Ton Nat Elroi Sheng & all were there... it was nice to see them but zirca's getting kinda borrrinnnnggg yawnz!

05 Rip Jaw party on the boat last night at Sentosa! Dinner at Holland with Nat & Mummy. Sushiiii tei!!!


06 I got my studded highwaisted + blue velvet dress in the mail today!!!!! Still awaiting for my Fergie heels heehee 1 more week!!! It better be worth the wait!

07 Wednesday today, but I cant wait for friday already! BUUUUTERRRRR!!!

08 Penang next week? Y/N??

Stranger, you & I

We had a dinner with Sop before she flew off to Japan last thursday! Breko at Holland + Pukka at westcoast for Horlics ice cream mashed with kit kat! Quite sucky cos the it melted so quickly!!! Anw after that we went to Sop's house to play WII & see Muffin! Shes so cute!!!!!!! Drove around 6th Ave to look at pretty houses! I had fun with them as usual, cant wait till Sop comes back & we'll hang out again! Luv them.

Scarlet Noir at Supperclub on friday night with Nat Gerri AJ & the whole bunch of them. Happy to see all of them cos I havent met up with them for super long! Esp Gerri AJ Sheng Sophchong!



Nat & I in the car on the way to the club, after dinner at Holland!


QY with the pirate props I brought :D




Jeevan & AJ. Action!!!!


Gerri, Nat, Me & Deanna






They spotted us from the 2nd deck! Heh


Mwah mwah




Luvv luvv


AMSTERDAM SUCKZ!!!!!!!!!!!!


NOT wasted! Just fugging tired man....

Woke up early the next day for buffet at the Latitude Bistro at One Degree! Yet another weekend at the marina! Just realised Ive been going there almost every weekend alr haha. Anw lunchy lunch with Ton Nat Chin Daryl & Kexian!

I WAS HAVING SORE EYES THAT DAY! :(










Ritz & cheeze!




Reeetard








YUMMERZZZZZZ! Fruit cake.








Chin


Polariod lovin'


Group shot without Ton. He left early! ):



Kex & Daryl left. So Nat Chin & I went for a swim! :D

































So many pixxx!!!! Anw Mummy Dad & I went to The Tea Party down 6th Ave today! I had chocolate chip scone + strawberry cream cheese + red skimmed milk! Grocery shopping then after. Got home and slept through my sunday afternoon.

Awesomezzz weekend!